DaNcE iin Mii liiFe...

2007-01-11T05:02:00.000-08:00

thiis bl0g owner iish officially certified :

~ DEAD~

iif its fated iit will come to euu ,
anywhere,
anytime,
any moment in ur life.
but iif its n0t,
iit will just disappear in ur life...

AND NEVER BE BACK T0 EUU.

2006-12-25T01:23:00.000-08:00

ii wish me a merry xmas,
ii wish me a merryy xmas,
ii wish me a merryy xmas,
and a happyy new year...

soo sad THIS CHRISTMAS SUX!!!!!!
SUX SUX SUX SUX SUXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!
ii cnt believe iit ii miiss last yr christmas!!!!
ALOT.
AND I M DEaD HERE SIIA.........

ii reallyy soo bored den ii came here =.=
update...
maple ~ dellphinus= lvl 46
aquiila= lvl 71 / lvl 47
audiition ~ lvl 9 ( haviin license) =.=

aiya ii dun wan sayy ler lorx!!!

2006-12-09T08:05:00.000-08:00

ii guess these dayx wouldnt be gd.
i haf no mo0d to blog at all.
today i=my mum ask mi
if a very go0d fwen of urs cheated u,
will u believe him agn.
my first ans. was no.
but till now ii stiil dun haf a ans in my heart.
i jux went int0 my maple main to see agn cux i quited it.
but i miiss it so much
and i realised mi 26mil n scrolls are all g0ne.
HU HACK MI ACC!?
hu are u! plz plz plz spare mi ok!
omg. i guess this my worst day althoug i gt my 2nd job in delphinus.
AT LEAST GV MI A WAY TO SURVIVE OK!
ii dun0 wad to sae lorx ii super down now larx.
ii cnt believe mi 2 yrs hard work jux went in a drain in a sec of h0pe.
ii m begiinin to lost my breathe slowly n slowly.
i cnt find tt lil bit of light which may at least lead mi out.
i m in a crowd. - but l0st

2006-11-29T07:18:00.000-08:00

ytdytdytd!
haha.
ytd gt alot prob quarrelment and arguements in the start.
but i noe after the bad things happen the go0d things will come.
and it did.
i siad ytd frgt bout the bad but rmb the go0d.
so i m not gg to sae wads the bad one.
go0d ones! haha!=)
char arica n huiyi was soo go0d in arrangin the games.
haha we gt alot of games ALOT.
at first i tot it was a borin one den char sae go aft. 3 but amanda insist on 1.
so we went dere i was lyk wad m i gg to do?
den actually there were games and it was the best ever.
the sand game, apple, water,cards,wacko,double wacko mmm alot la!
the only ting is tt i learnt hw to ply bridge finally haha! ty chewy! =)
the most high de was wacko n double wacko.
char was so go0d at it la. luck lb. =)
neoneo os0! haha soo fast reaction de.
mii ar mii brain not workin soo long ago ok
i ply wad game os0 lost lor! ii tortoise.=P
lyk the sand game everyone found somethin i found nthn.
the zhong ji mi ma( guess the no. de) i os0 slow!
the 7up os0 i cnt calculate so fast sia! tortoise...
the bus one... the no. one.. alot la!
ii all no matter wad os0 kena slash water somemore ice water!
grrrrrrrrr...
i not wet one ok! den become lyk water fall lyk tt.
den we scream scream scream attrated the guys nx do0r attentions.
dey all ask the laoshi to ask wad sku we frm.
omg teacher ok!
den we went eateateat mmm mummum! =P
oh the caterpillar game!!!!! omg tt was soo pain ok!
lyk caterpillar everyone legs one by one ho0k on each other waist and move with the butt!
so pain somemore xiping was behind mi ok!
her long legs...
pain! haha but we won haha!
den we went into the chalet n ply cards, watch tv chat ...
throughout the whole thin i really really grew so much closer to the sec 4s.
durin speech they cried. omg. sooo sad! =(
den as we were cleanin up.
the guys came over n gv us a plate of veryveryvery nice decorated mashmallow with chocs.
but noe wad there was a note.
tt wrote their hotmail, name and hp no.
dun u thin its soo lame?
despo kia...
ii dunn0 wad to sae le ii really had fun but i 4gt le.
all i noe is I WILL MISS U ALL SEC 4S FOREVER!!!=)
must rmb mi k!
jas n pris u all promise to come bac rmb ar!
and i wont be soo blur le dun worry jas n neoneo =)
and i promise to work even harder.

2006-11-28T08:03:00.000-08:00

today chalet shiok man!
i tell u tml i dead beat nw... =.=
but sad to see sec 4s leave really!
=(((
tell u tml i miss mi bed nw k n i m finally clean!
i cn tell u tix ia 10 tyms funner den the bbq.
seriously but ms chua diden cum. awww.
ok i shall stop here n tel u tml i seriously deadf beat
but trust mi its lyk wow!

forgt the bad things n rmb the go0d ones. =)
NITEX!

2006-11-23T04:39:00.000-08:00

i 4gt!
i watched happy feet todae in vivo thx to mi br0...
n its soo nice.!
i concluded ti for mi dad tt~~ everyone can DANCE!
its jux tt dey want~
and so wad if a person or a penguin cnt sing?
he or she or it cn DANCE!
=))
ii haven watch step up! omg!! ii m goiin to watch it no matter wad ok!
rezii! u betta come!!!

2006-11-23T04:17:00.000-08:00

ii m bac!
lyk ytd =.= ii was soo lazi to blog ...
chiongiin audi tts y =.=
haha .
ok i lazi sae everythin but overall is
~wake up 530 in the mornin
~ see mountain flowers ocean pacific tree and grass everydae
~ see stupid honey green tea wad feng shui stuffs
~ sit 2-3 hrs in the bus in every destination (sit until butt hurts lorx)
~ but scenery rox
~ weather sometymx very hot sometym very cold
~ 7 daex each dae diff place travle every parts of taiwan
~ den hotel some is super nice some is lyk shyt!
~ bought alot of things super lot
~ last three daex gt night market omg shiock!!!!
~ sooo manii stuffs!!!! heaven ! omg shik!
but mii bro kbkp grandpa alwaex hungry grandma leg pain~~
arGH!!!!!!!!!!!!
~ not enuf time to shop to0 =(
~ but bought alot clothes and shoes n slippers! =)
~ aiya mii bro is a disaster la! stupiid...
~ the dan shui which sit boat de rawkx! so cold the wind den sooo shiok!
~ aiya the last three daex is the best for mi la
~ the rest super sian ok! i chose to sit in the bus n wait for them to slowly walk into mountains siia =.=
see hw lazi m i...
gt alot to sae la but i 4gt ler oh ii met a sec2 marist guy dere.
haha he soo chubby soo cute! =P
den a veryy nicenice jieji which is 22 but she seems soo young.
but was soo rush tt ii 4gt to exchange contact.
ohh yar!!!!
most important thing is tt ii gt my 3 and 4 ear piercin in taipei.
omg la i scared pain the most lor
and i soo brave noe why?
cux tt gurl assured mi tt if pain i cn slap her.
den my mum ask mi try
den ii TRIED!
dey use feng you the headache medcine to apply ok!
den its numb i diden even noe its over cux i was closin mi eyes!
its lyk nthn ok!?! nthn!
den mi mumsae another one la put on top.
ii was lyk!?!?@#!%#$%
ii want to but den ii will try malaysia one n compare so i diden.
ii m gg malaysia to try! haha!
jiejie sae malaysia one comfirm not pain
so i go compare haha=)
oh no! sku dun all0w horx? aiya 4gt it hu carex =XXX
ii still haf to dye back mi hair =.=
grrr kena caught by xiping la soo paiseh =.=
nvm ii tml put up the photos...
ii lazi to scan in com ii go eat ler la buaiix!
tml gt dance! omg syf=.= ii sooo panic siia.
god bless mii! plz!!!

2006-11-14T21:39:00.000-08:00

ii in airport now wors.
goiin in terminal 1 s0on.
tokin to korkor now...
aiya ii cnt bare to leave u all.
cya so0n ok mux miss mi! rmb!!
buaiixx. =(((

2006-11-14T04:16:00.000-08:00

i forgt to blog ytd and the day b4.
was to0 busy!
syf hols syf hols syf hols! gg crazy!
i think ii will miss step up ohh no.
ii am so sad lar!
nvm i come back den watch.
tml to 23rd i will be in taiwan =.=
so people u g0tta miiss mi ok?
i miss you all to0! very much.
i m gonna miss 2 dance pract.
oh no oh no wad to do?
i come bac dancers u haf to teach mi.
be patient with mi arx =P
bout the bbq i lazi to sae it le lar.
4gt it.
i watched the grudge a feww daex b4.
omg aiya actualy the story is lyk huh????
but the pictures and the sound horx. wala0!
i scream until lyk siao lar
even rezi os0 cnt believe it.
nvm...
rezi went malaysia todae den she comin bac dunn0 when.
i gg tml den 23rd come bac hor?
she 23rd gg to india for lyk 10 dae?
i will be soo l0nely!
ekkx. todae dance self pract. became games.
haha!!!! soooo fun!!!!!!!!!
first wacko den the clappin one den the countries one.
aiya i dunn0 hw to say but its lyk wth!? so fun!!!
den went to gt another fbt with wen min at dhoby.
den couldnt meet char dey all cux gt lagguage to pack.=(
nvm. i gotta go ply audi now buaiix!
miiss mi!!!!!

2006-11-10T07:49:00.000-08:00

ok todae really alot alot things to sae ok!
esp. bbq larx!!!!
but i m dead beat now.
tell u tml k =P
but it g0tta do with flour and salt water.
ms chua ii m soo sry! i cnt safe ur bag =(
not my fault blame husna! haha =)
jkjk.
flour sux ok!!
but its kinda fun i think i ate flour n drink sea water
more than my fo0d ok!!!
ii m gonna take revenge.
i mean the next tym.
anw i really die ler i will go slp with flour in my mouth now.
niitex!

some ppl are jux soo stupid...
although U dunno i jux think u are such a irritatin pest!

2006-11-07T09:10:00.000-08:00

todae as usual.
i am soo confuse! veryy.
ii think until; mii braiin gonna burst so0n.
shud i gv up or not?
but tot u mii only goal in mi life since feb is to gt syf.
ytd screwed up the whole audition!
even laoshi os0 sae i think someone fell!
urg.........
soooooooooooooooooooooooo sad.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
omg gratx to those hu gt in.
those hu diden jiayoux!
those hu gt in but not comfirmed,
la0shi said sure cn go in de.
only if we work harder,
come for all pract.
she will let us in cux not enough people.
but mii hw?
one crashed on class bbq,
2nd 3rd 4th crashed on the days i overseas.
left 3 more daex only!
hw do i catch up?
omg!!! ii m seein the goal of mine sliipin right thru my hands.
and ii m confuse.
i even thought of runnin away to not go overseas.
but afer gttin a scoldin frm korkor i realised.
omg... class bbq os0.
omgomgomgomgomgomg!!! where u? safe mi plz!
char said go after pract. canot mehx?
but its lyk ii m missin all fun! ohh wadeva!!!
now everythiin ish syf.
ii think ii m gg pract.
sryy chel! sry rez!!! =(
ii diden wan tiix to0.
omg............. whywhywhywhywhywhywhy!!!
ii left a few daex to think and decide now wad?
jump down the buildin andd jux diie off?
or let mii mind burst.
myy mum said tt agn.
aiya u soo lousyy.
=.=!!! ii m gg to shatter anii moment.
i lvled in maple todae! yay!
and in audi! yay!
so wad... =.=

shudd ii gv up?
aniione advise mi!

2006-11-06T07:35:00.000-08:00

started 0ut sho stupiidly.
screwed up everythiin...
IT SUCK OUTA EVERYTHIIN OK!
omg ii was soo devasted lorx.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
ii l0st a person in mi life.
and tt person was my another half...
suan ler.
i screwed up another relationshiip...
i screwed up my 1 whole yr one n onlyy most inmpt. target...
although ii still 50% chance but ii really dun thik ii cn make it.
ii said ii promise neva sae the four f words whiich is fail.
but now ii dun think ii cn make it.
somemore its 6words i failed!
i seriouslyy ahhhhhhhh!
wadeva lars!

2006-11-03T06:56:00.000-08:00

i found tt tankt0p ler!
myy mum lied agn!
but tix tym is white lies. =.=
ii went out with papa bought a new shorts n two new t0ps.
=PPPP
omg ii m lyk aat hm at hm at hm. sianx.
nvm tml meetin people agn! haha.
church tml ii dun really dare to go in =X
ii very paiseh. hw? ii try my best den.
aniwae ii m gttin bored bl0ggin haha.
go 1st bahx.
buaiix=P

ii haf somethin to sayy...
but i cnt find the rite moment in life.

2006-11-01T06:44:00.000-08:00

ytd i was supp0se to go out.
mum promise me if i hlp her mop the flr.
den she suddenly to0k back her w0rds!
big fat liar! ii hate liars!
always sae i lousy i stupid i useless!
den wad she want?
exam i studied hard gv her better results,
she say improve so little only!
why u so stupid? so lousy one!
then when i deprove,
why cnt i say deprove a little only wad!
only stand there let her criticize!
why cnt she jux show me a little more love!?
now everywhere also think there gt bad people ii cannot go!
wad bad people!?
she say jerks everywhere!!!
harl0rx!!! ii still need the little space in mi life ok!!!
i cried lyk the whole day?
does she care? no! say i lyk baby everytime crycrycry!
at least i gt tt little bit of feelings ok!
today, after so much of my convince,
she all0wed i went out with rezi to town.
wanted to buy sooo manii things ok!
my mum jux wouldnt allow!!! argh!!!
i came hm she started scoldin agn!
jux cux that tanktop that rezi bought for mi on my bdae colour run,
her white tshirt kena a bit.
she threw tt shirt down the bin in front of mi ok!
i cnt gt it back!!!
tts the most precious present ok!
cnt she jux think for mi feelings!
i am s0 pathetic depressed now.

2006-10-30T06:52:00.000-08:00

haha. nthn biig deal larx.
ii think g0iin out with rezi tml bahx...
ii finalli manage to dye mii hair copper bl0nd.
ok maybe highlight niia.
ii tried french manicure but it dr0p off after 2 dayx
haiix... h0peless.
mmm 10nov gt class bbq @ east coast...
wadd shud ii wear.
hmm. dun care larx lata den sae. g0 t0k to k0rk0r now buaiix...

2006-10-26T06:47:00.000-08:00

sometiimes when i m not in mo0d ii says " leave mi al0ne'
but when ii m in g0od mo0d ii says " dun leave mi al0ne"
haha.
life's lyk a roller coaster no one can con trol it.
hw i wished i could.

today last dae.
tot tt would be a happi dae.
but ii diden realise some bitches ruined mi whole dae.
or maybe life.
haha. ii felt so lost todae in the mornin.
i knew i m losiin somethin.
andd ya i did.
slowli guess wad isiit larx.
ii wont sae it out.
but ii lost somethin,
i gained somethin!!!
g0rt report books...
and ii reached mi target.
which is position in class 2*
n ii did it! haha!
ii tot was lyk heaven but my mum said ii was such a loser ok!
loser who is so lousy!
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she demanded for this grades one lorx! now she lyk tt sae!
its not hlpin mi ok!!!!!!!!
though i m not perfect but i m still a human whom needed jux aliitle encouragement ok!
ok i should stop usin ok.
oh i jux used ok.
wadeva. fine
ok i haf no more words.
ok ii jux said ok! ahhhhhhhh! waddeva!!!

2006-10-24T06:57:00.000-08:00

guess ii learnt somethin new t0dae bahx.
hidiin secrets or stuffs maybe gd but.
some times endiin iish nt as nice as wadd we think.
we hide stuffs to prevent bad things to happen,
we hide secrets to protect ourself and others.
no matter wad things we hide,
go0d or bad,
there will still be an endin.
s0 whyy sh0uld ii hide?
ii should jux endd it here lyk tix earlier.
andd st0p hurtin miself.
let mii tell you tix.
keepin tix all by miiself all these times is not fun.
ii felt so miserable ok!
and ii haf the rite to keep it all by miself!

2006-10-23T06:34:00.000-08:00

I am broken, but I am hoping.
I am crying, a part of me's dying.
But these are, these are confessions of a broken heart.

i try mi veri best to stay who m i. =)

2006-10-23T06:12:00.000-08:00

ii m watchin it fall.
the daex comes by closer n closer...
iziit all fated?
izit mi fate?
its fallin its fallin! ITS FALLIN!
ii cnt save it!
ii cn do nthn!
0h l0rd! tell mi wad to do!
ii m drownin , drownin in mi tears.
i m a veri positive gal.
no matter wad happen
ii think positive den negative but at last it is still positive.
but not evrytime positive cn take over.
cux ii cnt take it animore!
wadd cn i do??? tell mi!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
ii m goin crazi so0n.
jul sae ii cnt laugh unless mi mouth ish full with ulcers.
N0! i cnt laugh cux mi heart is filled with ulcers!
its rottin. andd i m diein.
and i m soo hurt!
deepli..
g0d bless tix dae will not appear in mi life.
i beg euu. safe mii.

2006-10-22T01:16:00.000-08:00

ii m lyk soo damn bored.
ii m g0nna rot so0n iif somebody dun ask mii 0ut.
aniione? ask mii out?
sigh. stupiid com crashed larx!
ii bought maple 2xexp card ok now cnt ply le.
den laptop now downloadin hope no problem.
todae ahma bdae haha.
but she doesnt wan a bdae dinner cux todae chu yi.
as in buddhist people vegetarian day?
ii think so bahx
ii wan ply audi oso lehx.
nvm...
realise jul same as mii de.
choose cloths choose whole dae den hapi haha.

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter.
And I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better.
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders.
Family in crisis that only grows older.

Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?

Daughter to father, daughter to father!
I am broken, but I am hoping.
Daughter to father, daughter to father!
I am crying, a part of me's dying.

But these are, these are confessions of a broken heart!
And I wear all your old clothes your polo sweater.
I dream of another you, one who would never.
Never, leave me alone to pick up the pieces.
Daddy to hold me, that's what I needed.

So,why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?
Daughter to father, daughter to father!
I don't know you, but I still want to.
Daughter to father, daughter to father!
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me?
'Cause these are, these are the confessions of a broken heart!
Of a broken heart!

I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I ...!I love you!

Daughter to father,
daughter to father!
I don't know you, but I still want to.
Daughter to father,
daughter to father!
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me?
Did you ever love me?
These are the confessions of a broken heart!Ohh ...

yeahI wait for the postman to bring me a letter.
lindsaylohan- confessions of a broken heart

What you see's not what you get
With you there's just no measurement
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there
Your eyes they sparkled
That's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain

You washed away the best of me
You don't care
You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for in this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You are wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you

Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone
Sometimes shattered
Never open, Nothing matters
When you're broken
That was me whenever I was with you
Always ending, always overBack and forth, up and down, like a roller coaster
I am breaking that habit today

You know you did it
There is nothing you can say
Sorry doesn't cut it babe
Take the hit and walk away
Cause I'm gone

Doesn't matter what you do
It's what you did that's hurting you
All I needed was the truth
Now I'm gone

What you see's not what you get
kelly clarkson-gone

2006-10-18T20:43:00.000-08:00

haha. mii verii lazi to come bloggiin.
hmm. but now in sku com lab so come plyply lorx.
changed friendster le change blogskin to0=)
niice? haha.
rezii neva come todae den se sae she gort chicken pox. hmm realli?
she haf chel's wallet lehx.
den she broke her promise ...
she sae wan to follow chel to findmr suresh den in the end onli mi.
den the counsellor oso drag mii in.
aiya she veri nice lorx.
hmm. todae morn.
ms chua ask mii to see hu neva come tyo sku
den ask mii if ii could call dem and ask.
den ii called rezi her mum sae she iish sleepin.
den ii chated wib her mum awhile.
g0rt one stupid *!%#?@!~ leader came in and ask us go sports hall.
den she ask mii dun use the phone.
den she sae hey you off ur phone now!
SHE SHOUTED @ MII OK! NOT TOKIN.
she farkin ass hole bastart cbk.
ii almost stand up and scream back.
ms chua ask mi to call n check y she neva come sku la scream wad scream.
but ii diden.
wadsoeva...
todae no dance agn!!! =(((((((((
whens dance resumin?????
sobx...
chewy was soo cute todae.
she scares mii haha.
btw g0 to mii friendaser n check it out bahx.
sun bian drop mii a testi. =P

2006-10-14T05:24:00.000-08:00

todae went to watch rob-b-ho0d wib mummii
soo funni n nice n touchin to0.
den went ahma hs.
diden go tuition =X to0 lazi.
den did hair treatment agn =.=
and facial.
mon results out.
ii s0 nervous la.
can ii still stay in cgss?
g0d bless. =(
crap n0 dance on mon!
ii cnt pract.!!! ii 4gt the stepx le =((

haha.
to people hu dislike mii:

ii haf nthn to sae bout it.
but ii cant change the way euu all see mii.
neither ii can change the way ii m.
its mii... s0 wads m0re u wan?
unless euu can change mii.
deres nthn ii can do
ii m born tix wae nt the way u want.
put miiself in mii shoes
neither u want it tix way.
euu all can sae people hwh bad hw bad
but think bout urself,
u arr no betta
nobodii iish perfect in tix world other den g0d.
i m the way ii m
euu do not haf to care soo much
mind ur own business 1st den come n tok to mii.
saein people doesnt hlp fyi.
cux it shows tt u arr jealous? brave?
haha. ii may not noe hu arr u
but ii will not care to0
cux ii dun put such people in mii eyes at all.
[[ sry iif i insult u , but its the fact.]]

to o.o:

wads ur def. f0r ahliian?
sry ii couldnt gt u.
ur eng. iish nthn betta fyi,
u haf no rites to tell mii tt cux ur eng is as blo0dy digustin as mine.
verii hard to read izzit?
ii oso neva ask u read
u read urself den complain for wad?

to wthhhhhhhh:

ii oso dun understand ur def. for chao ahlian.
ii neva tot everyone love mii wad...
ii diden sae tt.
but at least ii gt enuf love.
showin tt u are jealous?
tt ii haf more love den u?
sry, u jux diden noe hw much love ii haf ok.
u dun even understand mii,
so dun tok to mi lyk tt.
maybe YOU are the one hafin no one to love except maybe ur family.
ii dunn0 hu arr u but sry iif ii insulted YOU.
nobody wans u to care bout mii.
so mind ur own business to0!

2006-10-13T05:43:00.000-08:00

ytd...todae...
korkor, sia0.
wad the hell he iish tryin to d0 la.
miiss ex 0s0 dun nid to vent anger at mii ok!
ii wont take iit ok.
kiip insultiin and scoldin mii.
wadd u tryin to do!
u think ii wad ur anger rubbish bin?
st0p it horx.
u said u dun haf this meimei ii said ii dun haf tix korkor.
tix iish the worst thin ii heard frm u ok!
u think wad huh. not funni ok.
even if its fun to u but not mi ok!
oh ya! den in the afternoon met libing manda n serena go town.
sh0p untl lyk hell.
den went far east to grab somethin to eat.
cheese sausage!!! yumyumyum!=)
and the dunno wad wad fiish.
shared wiib manda.
den the guy pull out a trolley filled wiibb thousand thousand of cockroached climbin all over!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
sooo disgustin la!
ii dun dare to eat the food ok but no choice!
rah! ii screamed ii think quite loud lorx. =.=
ii m still thinkin of iit.
but cheese sausage !=)

todae xy kor ask mii go ice skatiin.
den ii dun wan lorx all hs fwenx.
den ii ask rezi go wiib mii.
wait for them wait so long
want to go in grps of four cheaper mahx.
aiya den go in skate skate.
rezi lehx? qi si wo!
ask her move 1word no!no!no!
oh tts 3 words =.=
ok la but she manage to move but holdin domethin.
haha ii neva fall agn rezii fell mm dunno hw manii tym.
den ah kor ask mii to put mii bags in locker.
ii dun wanna waste money mahx n lazii.
den neva put.
den the annoucement said :
skaters plz take kaiire of ur belongin.dun let it hangin arnd.
den ii decided to go check
den duno wad ii walk half wae den walk bac to skate.
after wards, met rezi tl senior den she sae she lost her wallet.
den ii skate few more rnds den decided to go n check.
II FARKIINNLI L0ST MII WALLET OSO!
ii was lyk wan cry but cant la soo paiseh!
ahhh! den ii turn bac soo manii people lost wallet.
argh! ii went bonkers le ok!
ii m cryiin crap!
grrrr.
okokok le.
mii wallet inside gt 100+ ok! ez link blahblahblah!
the police couldnt hlp at all la!
dun tok about it le lar.
ii verii upset ok.
sobxsobxsobx.
come hm mother father ah ma ahgong toktoktok
aiya! oso not ii wan tt bastard to steal it one,
wad u wan mii to do!
=(((((((((((((((
cry cry cry onii know hw to cry.
aiya! fan si wo!
ii jux wish people arr b0n wiithout tearx ok!

part 0f mii life:
[[ ii drink buble tea when ii m stresed up or depress... no matter wad happen ii wiill get it! haha. addiicted. chocolate ice blend yumyum! shyt ii want it now. crap where to gt it? =( ]]

2006-10-09T05:17:00.000-08:00

its finalli over...
iits soo impossible to see mii mug soo hard for the first tym ok!
jux to continue life in cedar.
omg la...
even psle oso neva
my mum still sae serve you rite!
hu ask u normal daex dun wan revise nw den chiong...
hmm.. wadeva .
\but its over!!!
guess wad todae ii planned to go out wibb rezii den tml libing den tmltml nuerrx.
but!!! ii had a huge quarelment wibb mii mum n dad soo eveythin is gone too.
ii m gooin crazy ok!
ii cnt even go out after exam! wad life ish this!
WADS MORE THE NEXT DUNNO HW MANI DAEX!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
but nvm ii went vivo city todae.
the largest and newest shoppin mall in sg.
haha! grand openin nx 3 mthns but ii verii desperate...
haha! veri inice lorx gt mostlii all the shops.
but too big le verii tired.
den bro keep toyrus,
mum keep facial,
dad keep talkin on phone.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrr..............
addidas nike not open yet lehx sad.
and somemore its linked to habourfront.
opp sentosa.
aiya... dunn0 la.
jux nw gt one senior call mii sae ii signed up for a camp den ii huh?
ii dun rmb le lorx.
den she sae dunno wad camp
den ii realise iits school camp chey.
tml gt meetin @ 10am in the foir.
shyt larx...=((
mii stupid com keep crashin cnt even do a proper blo and ply audition and maplin.
rah! nvm...
ii nw manage to on com ii gg to ply audi buaiix!

btw! happi bdae chewy!!!!

muggiin

2006-09-29T19:14:00.000-08:00

its lyk 11 daex siince ii last p0st hurrh.
ii m lyk patheticallii muggin andd stressiin miiself till the last second ii could stand.
n0w ii thiink mii braiin issh dead, empty and sleepiin .
on 21st ii gt back the second hist. paper,
ii flunked it t0tallii...
ii was s000 stressed tt ii thought it would be mii last breath.
theresa was rite by mii side pulliin mii up...
s0 where were euu?!
on el eye exam,
ii knew ii flunked it.
ii was cryiin untill mmii tears dried up...
where were euu?!
euu jux walked away frm mii.
n0rt even askin mii wad happen.
nort even seein mii.
wads m0re cheerinm mii up.
rather than makiin mii fell w0rst.

euu promised.
euu will neva walk away frm mii animore,
euu said u promised no matterwads happen.
izzit true?
ii h0pe s0.

now still haf 4 m0re tests...
andd ii think ii st0p all those studyin le larx.
verii ver tired lorx...
verii...

2006-09-19T02:42:00.000-08:00

hmm eYe...
nthn. t0 sae l0rx..=.=
ii haf n0 iidea when m ii gg to jux fliip open the books.
ii rmb a few dayx ag0,
ms chua ask mii to collect the report card n hlp her do things lar.
den dere tiix yale came over and saiid teacher's pet l0rx~
ii was lyk WAD?!
she gv mii tt aiiya suan le...
n no iidea y d0es she hatex ms chua so much la!
[[ h0pe she dun read tiix]]=X

den chel lehx.
dunn0 y tiix few daex her liife was lyk totalli messed up jux cux of tt guy.
tt pathetic guy.
mrs tan realised tt andd lyk she kiip askiin chel to go find her after sku...
her parentx iish lyk hmmm..
but firstlii she was at fault andd she treat her parents lyk tt wrong la.
nvm hcel! ii alwaex here!=D

arica sprained her ankle on thursdae,
ii onlii receive the news on sat.
den ii smsed her n she was dere j0kiin so ii guess iitx ok lar h0r?
p0or thing=((

den ytd gt the m0e test. each class 25 people chosen.
ii s0 unluckii la!
den its lyk half of the people do mathx test half do english.
2hrs paper.its psle la but sec 1 standard...
ii to0k the engliish de.
wah! lao! write compo ok! and a set of exam quetions la.
but ok la completed after 40 minx.
den the rest ii was sleepin lyk piig l0rx.=.=!
chel was behind coughiin away, rezii in font fiddlin away haha!
the maths people do until lyk no tym lyk tt soo po0r thin=(
den last 15 minx iish another set of test.
IQ TEST!
30 QUESTION IN 15MINX..!!!
all pattern de la!!!!
ii see untill mii eye gt s00 manii flowers l0rx...
nvm den the woman sae put ur pens down.
ii left two questions den ii anihw shade!
ahha! den CORRECT la!!!
haha! aiiya...

Y CNT JUX LET MII OFF FRM EXAMX JUX FOR ONCE!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..............

2006-09-14T04:26:00.000-08:00

haha. Abiit to0 late t0 bl0g riite?
hmm nvm.
mii bdae? mmm...
ok ii made a thank you list for people hu cared for mii =)
~timothy k0r!=)
~xy k0r!=)
~rezii!!!=)
~chelsia!=)
~mar,
~yin tian
~jul
~char
~lee kuang,
~ahben k0r!=)
~nic0le
~Weilin
~Zakiah
~rachael jie,
~KAilin jie
~Kenneth
~Ellyn
~Wenmin
~LeLe jie
~Manda jie
~Jiayu daryii
~henry
~Ms chO0!=)
~mel0,!=)
~ MsWee!=)

actualli al0t horx?=P
ok nvm... ii tot ii was lyk sooo lonelii=)
hmm after sku mii went ps wibb rezzi n chel to eat gelare
den dey sang mii a birthdae song n the waffle as cake=)))
haha! dey so cute la!
thx!!!
den go home went out wibb mama papa eat jackplace at causway poiint.
papa gv mii a "ip0d nano"!!!
xy k0r oso! but ii haven receive yet.
he say wanna send to mii cux he went to make dunn0 wadd thing to show tt iit iish personalised onlii to mi! ahaha!...
ii m waiitiin...=X
hmm. THX!!!
mama gv mii a belt frm 77th street l0rx haha.
rezii gv mii a tangt0p and a veri super cute card.
mel0 gv mii wadd ar? ii 4gt le lata ii g0 check.
aiiya ii 4gt le larx!!! still gt alot.
but ty people!!!
andd al0t of people still owe mii a presentt! =) haha.

den t0dae lehx,
was s0 stressed up by the stupiid maths thingi n EXAMS OK!
ii cant stand iit ler larx.
andd can u believe iit ii diden go for dance todae!=(
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ii wanna die le larx!
TML GORT HIST. TEST!
ok ii m jux g0nna survive untill my last breath which dunn0 last until when...
=(((((((((((((((((((((((((
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
phew. ok d0ne...
andd hu ever wh0 iish lyk screwiin chel's life...
u betta get off her back!
jeb k0r not in sing. s0bx miisses hiim...
aiyaa. ii niid to learn the new dance!
ii m goiin craii!!!
but iit was jux to0 late...

2006-09-11T05:09:00.000-08:00

tmr iish mii burfdae,
but euu dun seemed t0 care.

2006-09-09T07:17:00.000-08:00

when3ver ii see euu,
ii will take out mii spec.
ii can see euu but n0rt as clear.
its bcux when ii turn around andd walk awayy,
ii wont fe3l as bad...

ii habb been wonderiin for so long ,
whenever ii gaiined somethin,
ii l0st somethin.
when ii l0st somethin,
i gained somethin...
when ii l0st somethim,
i cry...
when ii gained somethiin,
ii smile...
ii jux wiish mii tears will be dried up one day.

ii watched THE HOST todae in thecathay wibb rezii todae.
haharr. she w0re the clothes ii bought f0r her.
hmm ii g0rt taste hurrx?=X
wala0 dunn0 h0rx mii tearx jux kept tricklin down uncontrolyy.
ii hate iit. wadd ii bad habit ii hab.
no matter wadd movie ii watch,
mii eyes will be red when ii m out of the cinema...
=.= wadeva den iish lyk after sh0w itx 5.
ii hab to reach khatib @ 520 its impossible la!
thx to mii tuition but manage la late abiit.
lashii neba come haha! replace a teacher we slack until lyk shyt la.
the guys were lyk shoutin n telliin j0kes.
makin fun of the teachers. haiya.. sec2 guyx....
ohh aniae not onii sec 2 guyx soo manii other.
ii went iish a sec 2 class mahx den all sec 2 dere ii onlii sec 1.
hmm used to it le. ii gort weilin jiejie=)
ders a sec 2 cedar gurl jux joiined ii dun even noe hus she
andd diden bother to tok to her l0rx.
nvm see one dae ii go ask her bahx.
den after tt when n0rtpoiin mummum...
den g0rt a guy call mii claim tt he iish ahbang n dennis fwen wanna make fwen wib mii
ii was totalli blur larx.
but nvm ii said ii were buzzi todae.
ii think he will call tml.=(
haha ii onii noe he iish 16[ tts wad dennis said.]
nvm ii will check it out tml bahx.
niitex...

2006-09-08T08:06:00.000-08:00

lets see... mii went bishan liib todae wib r3zii..
slept m0re den d0 w0rk larx...
todae d@mn slack la.
dunn0 larx.
den saw mel0 haha.
suddenlii tickle mii ii blurblur dere...
KK NVm...
todae quite emo lorx. haha!=.=
4 m0re daex...
ok now ii m gtin nervous.
let tym pass slowlii plzplz.
ii jux gt tw0 new addidas sh0e n a converse shoe haha!
okok let mii see... ii wanna:
~ tt addidas jacket
~tt crown jacket
~ a new mp3! [ ii jux spoiled mine ARGH!]
~a new nike shoe.
~a huge surprise! [ ok wait longlong]
~as l0ng as on mii bdae ii neva feel sad f0r 0nce. =)
~ ii 4gt wadd ii wan... mii braiin iish farkin empty now...=(

2006-09-07T03:34:00.000-08:00

5 m0re daex t0 mii burfdae...
iif ii gt to chose,
ii wiill choose not to haf tt dae in mii life
cux tts the dae u left mii all alone.

H0MEWORK! II GETTIN OUTA MII NERVES!

2006-09-05T23:59:00.000-08:00

life is n0rt easy to walk
but u must realise tt u went thru ups n downs in ur life b4.
euu l00k thru everythin thru r eyes.
smell things thru ur n0es,
taste food thru ur mouth.
its n0rt easy but u were born this way.
n0 matter wad happen, euu will still have to overcome it
and walk thru it.
trust mii euu can do it onli if u try...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I M BAC!
lyk finalli...
the c0ach ish nice but ex.
but damn troublesome larx! every custom mux g0 d0wn den up blahx.
gt massage chair, tv n it can lie back blahx. quite ok lorx.
7hrs ride larx! sit until butt crack liiaox.
reach genting 1st dae walk walk in the sh0ppin mall.
I GO BOTH DAEX BOTH RAINED!
II CNT EVEN GO THEME PARK LARX! DAMN FARKIN CB!
first world hotel sux la ii warned mii mum le she dun listen.
the room quite ok larx but gt 3rooms 1 for mii grandparents 1 for mii mum n bro 1 for MISELF!
GUESS WADD II GT THE BIGGEST ROOM HW LUCKY M I SIA!
ok bac to shoppin... ii almost jumped down the mountain larx!
see arx their popular sentance:
mum: wheres the uncle!?! [ she is findin the suan min one. i mean the sort of priest? dunno la]
br0: ii wan go to the arcade now!!!!!
grandma: mii leg veri pain lehx lets go bac hotel.
grandpa: ii verii hungry lets eat! [ every 2 hrs ]
i cant stand it la!!! ii cant even go shoppin miiself.
ii will alwayx sae: I WAN MII DADDY!!!!!
no choiice folo dem everywhere eateateat hotelhotelhotel arcadearcadearcade.
ii gained damn 3kg la!!!!
I WAN MII SHOPPIN!!!
den @ nite when ii was bouta sleep damn hotel gt the bangin sound den ii tt gt wadd.
ii sooo scared la ii run to mii grandma dere ask her sleep wibb mii[ so paiseh]
den nx dae mii papa cum le!!!
yay!!?! den mii bro n mii fight over him
but ii won! haha.
i brought him to shoppin!
mii grand pa gv mii 50 garndma gv mii 50 mama gv mii 50 papa gv mii 100.haha!
1st thing ii bought for rezii.
den second for mii
den 3rd for mal0
den 4th for chel.
see i so nice la!
den sleppin tym...
aiya alot of things la ii oso duun0 hw to sae. mi hand verii pain lehx!
wadeva la. cum bac good enuf le.
mel0 dun 4gt sat at bishan lib. sry todae ii cnt make it! =(
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2006-09-02T04:38:00.000-08:00

todae... mmm open house.
ok larx s0rt of failure. but nvm its over.
hmm. ok ii shall not tok bout it le.
hey mel0,
thx s000 much f0r lendiin a listenin ears to hear mii cry.=)
ty! ii will meet u when ii m bac ok?
yarr ii eel reallii better.
bishan lib. open le lets go there one day=D
waiit 4 mii arx!
todae all we did was dance, promote and. nvm...
haha ii leavin tml le=(
ii verii verii sad lorx.
but maybe ii should realli take a break.
ii will be bac on the 5th.
ii will miss you all!!! realli.
buaiix.=((

[[ char. chewy. jul ... ii dun lyk to see u all beiin sad. cheer up ok? smilex ]]
[[ mel0 ii promise to gt euu somethin promised. haha.]]

2006-08-31T04:32:00.000-08:00

l0nelii me. =( [rezii to0k tix pic=.=]
but ii still have her! =D
miie n rezii=) best fwenx 4ever! =))
chel n miie. [ all taken when we are so bored in class haha.]

hehe. so long neva blog le.
so lazii lorx mi
but verii busy mahx somemore so manii thinx iish happenin lateli.
1stli, mii mum throw out mii rabbit outa hs! argh!
cux ii 4gt to bring rabbit bac to cage the nite b4 ytd den he bit the wires.
rahhhhhhh. its still outside! its sufferiin!
damn mum. she sae iif anione dares to bring in the rabbit she will jux bbq it.
WADEVA!
2nd, ms chua started callin mii mum AGN!
its lyk hw manii tymx le larx.
everydae chatchatchat! den complain complaincomplain!
DEN MII MUM THREW AWAY ALL MII SHORT SKIRTX!
sibei cb la!
nw ii haf to patheticalli fold skirt.
but nvm ii went to alter one of mii skirt ytd agn with chel at kovan =X
hopehopehope mum wont kpkb agn larx.
haha. mii gt 1st f0r hist. test tix tym .
ok ii was juc lucky tts all.
AND II M NOT A HISTORIAN!
nvm... its source base mahx so anihow write lorx oso can gt 14/15.
haha ii was lyk sooooo happie la.
but dun worry ii believe ii will flunk mii maths n science tests agn.
todae go bac pri sku . haiix ok lorx see those pathetic guys agn den mmm hang out with the GROUP agn lorx.
aiiya dun wanna tok bout it la.
it was soo unhappie la. nvm...

2006-08-25T23:24:00.000-08:00

ii guess things went betta todae.
but nt everythin was perfect.
everyone haf fwenx.
fwenx arr easy to gt.
but,the onli one true fwen is diff. to find.
sometym ii wondered if theres one here, every secs with mii in mi life.
followin mii, understandin mi.
no. not even mii soul.

ii finalli gt the chalet booked! phew.
mum was so unhappi larx.
but hu carex =X
aiya! daddie walkin here n dere.
verii diff. for mii to bl0g!
ii haf lotx of thinx to sae. remind mii!
tml den bl0g bahx.

2006-08-24T05:13:00.000-08:00

todae started out reallii bad.
ii dun wanna tok bout iit aniimore.
but it wasd realli veriverii bad.

DANCE~
it was lyk so damnlii...
ii dunno hw to sae la
but it was mii verii 1st happy dance day.
la0shi wanted solo.
den ii started verii scared so scared la.
ii alm0st burst out in tears sia.
but after one n other mii turn liaoxx
ii was trembliin lyk shyt la.
but ii did it.
god blessed.
omg...
la0shi praised mii so well tt i almost cry la.
1st tym lst!
1st tym 1st verii 1st tym la0 shi said ii improve alot!
ahhhh. ii cant believe iit.
ii m so happii! =)
ok ii lurvve dance! so much!
~DANCE~

2006-08-22T04:54:00.000-08:00

tml mathx test.
thurs~ lit. test
fri~ compo test
mon~ sci test
TESTTESTTESTTESTTESTTESTTESTTESTTEST!
EVERYDAY TEST!
OMG~II M NEARIIN DEATH.

ii m sh0 stressed up~~~

2006-08-20T04:32:00.000-08:00

ii jux niid...

someone there to hug mii.
someone there to tok to.
someone there to understand mi...

2006-08-17T05:01:00.000-08:00

i m FARKIING stress up.

2006-08-16T02:03:00.000-08:00

i m realli realli under stress
can aniione jux save mii. plz.

2006-08-16T01:39:00.000-08:00

ii m reallii under stress.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
you can neva trust somebody too much.
even walls can betray you.

ii m seriouslii under stress larx.
ii can hardlii concentrate
ok nvm...
when it come to the worst..
ii will jux die off.

f@rkoff.

2006-08-15T05:04:00.000-08:00

*** stop playin a fool ok!
STOP disturbiin mii.
STOP calliin mii sku to look 4 mi.
i haf a phone ok!
its no joke ok.
STOP pretendin as mii dad.
and PLz lorx mii dad iish in china!
the sku called mii parents AND reported to the police!
haf u played enuf? dun u think its so stupid!
can u FUCKOFF!
u gt mii into DAMNDEEP TROUBLE LORX!
its a sku ok!
euu DAMN F@rkER!!! ARGH!
everyone iish questionin mii ok!
ii am lyk gg general office everydae lorx!
hopoe tml nthn happens.
EUU HUGE STALKER!!!!
ii reggretted sooooo much.
ii haf chosen the wrong person.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
***** enuf le ok.
ii had it enuf le.
STOP IT.
u onlii wants one word. BREAk riite?
fine larx. go ahead.
aniiwae ii haf alrd given up on tix fwenship.
bestfwen? bullshyt...
ii haf chosen the second wrong person.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
ii flunk mii mths test agn.
jux pathetic 2 marks la!!!
crap siia.
dnt? ii diden study larx!
fri hist. test.
ii dun understands hist. at all larx! hw to study?!
WADD THE HELL IISH TIX WORLD!
TEST TEST TEST.
it onlii wants mii life.

2006-08-13T05:55:00.000-08:00

whenever euu arr sad... think of how cute m I! =)

=)

2006-08-13T05:53:00.000-08:00

went out wibb rezii todae.
hmm she bought mii a new bag. ROXY .
haha.!!!
we are fated to alwayx haviin the same bag!=)
thx rezii! muackk!=)

wadeva iish nthn.

2006-08-12T05:15:00.000-08:00

iit is so difficult to survive in darkness.
people pretendin ur gd fwenx
end up a backstabberx.
all tix iish so hurtiin larx.
though euu dunn0 tt ii n0e le.
but ii still pretendiin nthn happen
everytym ii see euu ii dunn0 wadd to do.
s0 wadd u expect mii to do?

ii haf to put a pass all thx to mii family.
dey haf been readiin mii bl0g.
dey neva respect mii la!
ARGH.
mii mum wans mii to lie
mii dad wanns the truth
ii m stuck in the miiddle!
alwayx liisten to dem blahx
ii realli dunn0 wadd to do la!
cant u all jux understand mii!!!!!

ended up cryiin al0ne.

2006-08-06T05:44:00.000-08:00

everythiin ii d0 alwayx ended up cryiin al0ne...
in the middle of no where.
i was shoppin wibb mii parentx happily
but ii screwed it all up.
ii broke down
ended screamin n cryin in taka.
can u believe iit?
neva could ii...
mi parents were stunned n dey tot ii was cryin cux of dem
ii neva imagine miiself breakiin down in the publiic lyk tt.
ii m totally stressed up.
dun ask mii y cox ii dun even noe miself.
ii screwed up mii work,family n wads more miiself?
the whole pile of work waiitin for mii since hols end.
cnt ii jux die off?
sometymx ii wonder,
am ii still livin...

started alive. ended dead.

2006-08-04T07:32:00.000-08:00

believe in ur dreamx-
the g0als you've always wanted to achieve.
believe in ur abilities-
that u arr capable and worthy of bein
and doin anythin.
life holds no promises to wadd u have.
it gv u opportunities to utilize ur abilities.
it gv u time to make choices and take chances.
be willin to accept life's challenges.
embrace changes that come along the way.
neva gv up,
be passionate to make ur dream a reality.
believe that it is possible to archieve wad u want
and u will.
[[ ii shall always rmb tiix]]~ ms chng( thx!)
harlox pple! aiiya ii was lyk totalliie so busii la.
kk letx tok bout todae bahx.
ms chng left..=(
omg. still rmb hw the class cried badlii for her.
ms chng we will miiss u!!! come back soon!!!
ms chng cried too argh kk ii m thinkin of her agn.
she iish so nice la. she gv everyone snackx la.
den she gv us each a book mark writtin our names n a note.
den the book mark she chose for us gt meanin de.
den after sku blahx...
ii met lb @ 630 at j8.
oh ya! ii was lyk so upset todae.
mi mum iron mii dance tee rite den she iron thru the wadeva.
den all the gold color thinx came off la.
nw it is grey omg la! soo upsetin ok.=(
ok den we went shoppin awhile
den we went rgs dance niite.
tts where our toture began.
ok ii dun wanna sae so much la.
jux imagine u reach dere and used 1 hr plus walkin[[runnin]] to find victoria concert hall.
its lyk argh! wadeva dun think bout it le larx.
so angry la.
we walk lyk so far n bac to square1 den walk so far den bac to square1.
wadeva when we found it its alrd half way thru.
den jux bought $15 ticket to watch the other half.
den the other half iish all nt la0 shi's dance le!
OK WADEVA! II M PIISSED OFF!
watch le we went 711 to eat cup noodles.
den we go bac.
on the way hm ii realize ii lost mii bottle!!! OK II M FREAKIN OUT NW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nvm den ii took taxii hm slowlii slowlli ii found thinx miisin agn.
wadeva! ii dun wanna sae le larx.

iit alwaex started aliive n ended dead.

ndp.

2006-07-29T06:50:00.000-08:00

ahha. guess wadd ii almost everyday g0 0nliine but jux to0 lazii to blog larx...
hmm.. so, oh ya!
cedar iish havin ndp mass dance n it rawkz la!
its street jazz, hip hop n cheer leadiin n indian dance~
omg larx, it rawkxx...
yay lb iish mii partner haha. ok nthn to yay bout.
todae iish li bing bdae! happie bdae!!!!!
yin tain wanna joiin dance omg la!
hmm no offence...
todae ndp preview!!! hahaha. mii n rezii went shoppin @ heeren since 1 plus.
den we took mrt to kallang...
andd dere we started the toture...
SH0 MANII PEOPLE LA!
we squezz all the wae dere.
but its nice la...
we sit super high which iis jux rite infront of the fire works...
haha! oh this yr bag iish ok la...
dey verii smart lorx made it into somethiin lyk crumpler...
nvm. ai ya ii haf to go read the stupiid ntuc thingi for the sec 4 farewell chalet now.
thx to char la! okok... buaiix.

[[ people~ stop iirritatin mii plz...]]

the photos~

2006-07-22T06:57:00.000-08:00

l00k d0wn 4 photos!=)

[[iin sku]] mii n chelsiia meii. niice?=P
[[ iin sku]] huimin n mii! in costumes =)
[[ball3t und3r the stars]] jul n eileen. so cute=)
dancers!=) iin costumes haha.
ballet under the stars! sh0 fun!=D~ dancers

haha! tode was as fun though~
iit started off wibb dance @ mt. battan!
korwoong was dere at 940a.m sh00 earlii la. haha=D
ii was dere 2nd den we decided to go nito the hall.
no one was in dere except that man...=.=
den slowllii lotx of elderlii came.
but no dancers!!!
no choiice so we started off 1st...
slowliislowlii... chewan followed b ellyn came.
THATS ALL.
isnt iit pathetic?!?
nvm... we continued on... it was s0 boriin la...
haha den mii n kw took taxii to j8 to meet our fwenx.

ii met him todae...
we went plaza den watched p.o.c...
aiiya...
we always ended up in a quarrel nvm.
lets not tok bout it...

den! lata ii went east coast park to meet mii parents!~
hah!
we started off cycliin den photo takiin den eatiin den strollin.
isnt it fun?
ii finalli felt the family love.
we were sh0 happii today la.
we ate seafood! though ii dun realli lyk it la but its still FUN.=)
[[iin east coast]] daddie ii lurve u! muackx!=X
[[iin east coast]] mii liil bro. cute mahx?=D
[[iin east coast]] marmmie n mii br0...=)

its sh0 fun!

2006-07-21T07:17:00.000-08:00

todae was s0 totalii fun larx!
haha.=D racial harmony.
ii borrowed rezii smallest size kebaya?
izzit lyk tt spell? aiya wadeva
its turquoise in color!
ahhaha. alot people said ii look nice.
ii wore white sort of heels n necklace n dangliin earin.=)
haha. so fun BUT TODAE GT JOGGIN CHANGE BACK TO P.E DEN CHANGE BACK TO COSTUME.
the upper secs are s0 relax la!
rah! nvm. =) ii shall be nice n jog to lost FATS!=)
den after sku ii went around takiin photos! ahaha.
hmm ii rmb char jas huiyi xiping melo lb ai yo 4gt le.
but ii n0e ii diden had a chance to take wibb yiying!pris!chewy!zhiyun!n eileen! rah!
nvm. but after tt rite we intend to go ballet under the stars @ fortcannin but we went hm 1st.
I GT THE D@MN MATHS REMEDIAL LA!
den ii stayed bac lb went to pp.
den ii diden go for hydro agn! ii feel s000 bad!!!=(
ii hope dey understand.
ii met lb n went plaza to meet the rest @ plaza.
den we went carrefour to buy SNACKS!
ii think ii gained another 1 kg.
yiying iish goiin to kill mi haha.=D
den we saw this super duple cute donkey n cow its big soft n nice la!
its onli $8 larx!
ii think mii n lb will gv to our classmates bdae but ii lyk it so much
=( den we walk to the park aiyo ii almost died.
climb s0 manii staiirs! argh!
den we settled down lorx.
ahhaha we lied down see the sky together.
den we keep takin photos! hahaha!!!
wah den the it started dey arr PROS LA!
see until mii eyes drop out lorx. nvm.
den we went hm haha.
verii fun rite? =)

ii diden want to rack up the past.
but ii hav nthn betta to do.
n ii m nt jealous or wadd.
jux couldnt let it down..

ii dun lyk the way u gt influenced so quicklii n fakelii larx.
it obvious.
in the end u cracked a joke out of it.
isnt it bad?
n ii hate copycats in a certain wayx.

fed up!

2006-07-19T06:35:00.000-08:00

ii l00ked HORRIBLE TERRIBLE N WADEVA iin the dance photo la!
ii jux rmb it la!
ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!
hw ii wish ii could jux change it with mii class photo!
SOBX!!!!

ignorance~

2006-07-19T05:58:00.000-08:00

euu noe wadd
ii finalli came online.
oral[tuesday] lit. and hist. [todae] iish over!!!!!!!!!!!
finalli larx ii was s00 stressed up with tt la.
guess wadd ii failed mii maths la.argh...
s00 upsetiin.
aiya so long neva blog ii 4gt wadd ii wan to sae le.=)
wadd ii sae it doesnt mean tt it ish u.
ii dun intend to sae it out aniiwae...
u think ii m lyk a horrible gal .
its jux tt u dun understand mii.=)
u cant see mii heart so dun insult mi.
nvm... ii cant rmb wad to sae la.
char! happii bdae in another 2 hrs...
hmm ii realise mii time iish lyk so wrong larx.
dun see the time larx.
ii gt tym den change it...
think about ur weakness n change it.
maybe it would not seem a nuisance to others aniimore.
no one iish perfect so yupp.
take tym to realise wads wrong n wads rite.
nthn cant be solve oni iif u dun wanna care bout it.
lyk wadd i did in the past .
it took mii 3dayx to be bad.
but half a yrs to turn thins back.
now iits still not perfect but ii neva gv up animore.

enuf.

2006-07-15T06:57:00.000-08:00

ST0P DEL THE TAGS OK!
II DUNN0 WADD MIISUNDERSTANDIIN II HAF WIBB U.
BUT U DUN HAF TO DO TIIX TO MI!
U NOE HU ARR U N II SHOULD NOE TOO.
ENUF OK!
=D ii m laughiin cux its nthn funnie.
ii stay cheerful the best ii can.
but nw ii couldnt stand it le...
somehw u took mii soul away n ran away...
can u return it back to mii? plz.
ii m not studyin animore. y?
ii haf been forcin miiself to do things ii should but ii did thinx ii shouldnt.
wadeva la ii believe it ill be bac soon.
onlii iif u STOP IT
ok ii m fallin agn.
can u believe ur BEST fwenz arr betrayin u?
no riite?
hw can ii trust u 2?
or maybe should ii or not?
ii tell u wadd. ii killed miiself.
ii haf NO MORE feelingx.

wadd to do~

2006-07-14T06:41:00.001-08:00

haiix realli realli veri fan le lorx.
the onii thing tt made mii dae iish...

IT RAINED TODAY N DERE IISH N0 J0GGIN!

haha.=D was realli happy larx...
hope nx tues rain agn.=D
but wa lao we sneak to canteen eat le go bak class...
kena caught by ms chng larx!
gt punishment lorx.
but we dunn0 yet larx.
[huirmz, ii neva hate euu larx its tt u believed in rumours too much.reallie...]
ii guess where the probx liie.
nvm... guess jux see wadd hapen next.
ii onli n0e rezi and ii will neva seprate.=D
the rest of the things ii cant care le.
go ahead n judge mii as much as u lyk.
ii dun bother it ANIMORE.
as long ii noe wadd ii m doiin iish rite. deres no way to insult mi.
NEVA.
now ii realise u cant over trust ur fwen even best fwen.
the mouth iish thiers we cant do anithin to it.
dey jux sae wad dey lyk behind ur bak.
jux tt u dunn0 iit realli hurtx.

wadd happen!!!!

2006-07-13T05:49:00.000-08:00

chelsia! did u del all mii tags nort? aiyo! ii m goiin to kill u larx.
suan le. qi si wo.
people flood mii ok?
haha. todae jul bdae!=D ii hope she lyk the prezzie ii gv her hha.
todae dance aiyo ii haf BAD stomach cramps den cant dance larx!!!!
so jealous. ii sit dere stare @ people dance. haiix dey learn new steps larx.
nvm wo yao jia you le. =)
chewy oso nort feelin well left earlii lorx.
hope she iish gettin well =)
jul, happi bdae!
haha. todae neva raiin upper sec gt joggin hahaha.
hope tml rains haha!!!
oh ya! todae buzz @ canteen wa lao ii was soo nervuos la heng ii 1st to perform.
so paiseh...
=.=!!! nnvm.
ii haf nthn to sae le. somethin affected mi mood todae.
ii will tell u after 20th july bahx.
ok buaiix.

freak out.

2006-07-11T03:15:00.000-08:00

ytd was too lazii to blog lorx.
dun even haf the mood to...
wa lao ytd ii had aches everywhere larx.
somemore ii pon p.e cant even dance la ytd.
den laoshi somemore teach new steps ii was diein in it ok!
sigh... the previous post was so bad tt alot people come confront mii lorx.
diden wanted to blog todae but...
[you have the rights to blog about how you feel, and obliged not to talk about it when people ask you though] ~ tiix wadd char sae...
ii think its rite lorx. so ii decided to blog agn ! haha.=)
yupp. liifes gettin no where.
it seemed lyk everyone iish havin deiir probx now.
[ not everyone larx. somepeople arr jux enjoyiin life now not even wantin to care wads THEIR fwenx are under NOW. lyk NOW.]
dey jux seemed lyk deiir in deir own world without mii.
[ li bing, rezii, chelsia, char, julynn, hui yi, chewy, ai ya all mi seniors la!]
dey arr soo nice nice nice people haha.=D
ii think? =XXX hahaha.
today in eng. haf to write 2 of ur probx to aunt agony...
den ii was lyk HUH!?!?!?!?!?
II HATE TIX TYPE OF THINGS OK!
II HAF NO IIDEA YES OR NOT TO WRITE IT DOWN!
but in the end ii wrote it lorx. haiix.
den how ii noe haf to exchange wibb a person u dunn0 den ii was lyk PISSED-OFF!
nw someone gt mii probx! she noe wad m ii goiin thru she noe mii secrets n blahx!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ii feel lyk drownin miiself in the huge huge ocean
n neva agn to come up.
ms chng told valerie tt she wanna see mii after sku. den i went to find her durin reccess lazii to find her after sku la.
den u noe wad she sae?
" ii wanna tok to ur mum. after sku cum find mii n gv mii her no."
den ii was lyk oooo...kay...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. D@MN FARKIN PROBX LA!
ii haf no iidea wadd to do ok!
ii diden find her after sku neither ii wans to gv her mii mum no.
obviouslii rite? its lyk. sigh wadeva.
maybe its reallii hopeless now larx...
ii n0e mii best fwen wont read tiix haha. cux she dun even care larx.
ii m settlin mii fwenx probx but not mine.
[the human race is the most stupid species ever, even animals noe how to shun away from danger. we do not. we walk straight into it..]~jul saiid tix.
ii totallii agree lorx...
but maybe ii m not the worst sufferin all tix d@mn thinx.
jux see wads cumin up next...

sec threes haf no joggin agn ok! 3tymx le lorx!!! arghh! not fair!

regretted

2006-07-08T08:37:00.000-08:00

i felt so devatsed larx..
but u all pull mii up agn thx =)
thx s0 much n ii gt ur concern... dn worrie,
ii m still liviin...

[ hey jul.. thx 4 the *hugs*](=

~take miie away~

2006-07-08T05:31:00.000-08:00

y mux euu alwaex piick mii up
n drop mii down agn...
y mux euu intrudd mii liife
n ruiin mie agn...
y mux euu make mii
tear in the miidle of no where.

but tt wadd ii n0e its it was all too late...

~liarx~

2006-07-07T05:06:00.000-08:00

haha. mmm todae sku ends @ 12 den dunn0 wadd to do larx planned to go out wibb rezii n chelsia den somehow thinx cropped out n turned into a quarrell/wadeva... ii hated tiix s0 much but it turned out to be ii m de bad person but ii still enjoy miiself. we went plaza after soo much toturex haha. we walk n walk ii saw a gurl wearin a supersuper nice shirt la its black, short sleeves n greyish silver words fadin somthin llyk tt la. but couldnt find it la. wanted to gt hui yi a prezzi. cux received huiyi n char letter yay haha! s0 happiie. == ok nvm. haiix haf to replii so manii letter mmm jul,char,huiyi,melo,chelsia... so manii more la.nvm ii lurvve receivin letters! =D hmm. went to this fashion @ plaza dere. s00 fun larx we pick so manii clothes slowlii go try n take pics haha! so fun den ii wanted to buy a skirt n 2 shirt so nice but ii m broke la. den ii decided to buy one onlii haha $6 den 20%discount. haha.lyk it so much.its shortsleeve black grey n orange! haha! rezii bought one too she bought a tshirt black orange n white too! yay... so nice den took so mani pics. ii lied to mii mum ii sae gt buzz @ canteen haf to stay bak in sku until 5 den haf to buy a new shhirt haha. ii lied...ii m a big liar...ii hate to be one. den we went bak oh ya chelsia lied tt she had eldds. =P den she had to run bak to sku. but @ least she did it larx. god blessed... den mii mum cum fetch lor. tml gt church lehx. hmm dun think ii can go lehx... mum lata fetch mii hm lorx. verii siianx larx. dun wanna write le buaiix...

let g0.

2006-07-06T05:10:00.000-08:00

hmm... todae was a bad dae bahx... lessons iish lyk super siianx.
beiin miself iish isnt riite all the tym.
realiziin ii m not perfect at all..
ii fell into the darkness of liite,
n neva know when ii could see the little light in mii life agn.
~dance~class~sku~
ii loss n gaiin thins in mii life..
liife iish unfair all e tym
wonderiin when can i say its fair...
look @ ur att. probx maybe it doesnt liie on mii.
jugde urself b4 u judge mii
ii hate iit when u made tears in mii eyes agn n agn
hidiin in the darkness no one found mii
ii dont mean ii m nt strong enuf
jux tt people fall in life sumtymx n tiix iish wadd ii m now
ii chose to be alone ii seriouslii does,
sry gv up on mii cux ii will neva accept the fact.
the lesson ii learnt iish a huge blow to mii
leave mii alone...
[ kerrynn take kaiire n ii believe u will regrette some day. trust mi]
[ riick it doesnt meant to insult u but ii haf gone thru it n ii had enuf!]

dance was horiible. lao shi diden came todae
she was sick... haiix. den we wanted to continue CIP dance.
can see tt mrs foong iish so unhapii. shes so lazii to stay bacc lorx=.=
den alot people left halfway thru. no iidea y...
wadeva lar. ii can see char iish upset todae... wadd happen?
nvm maybe ii shouldnt interupt her life...hmm.
ii dunn0 wadd to sae le! ii haf no mood siia!

[char, u dun stand alone. u can always fiind mii de...
although ii m onlii a junior but ii m still a human .
u look neicer when u smile.=) cheer up kk? =D]

ii m bac!

2006-07-05T05:37:00.000-08:00

haha. mmm mux hurri mii mum come in mii room ii die on the spot... mmm ii went ice skatin ya! s0 fun! its lyk mii n manda went 1st den all of dem met us dere! chewy was late =.= nvm. its so fun! libing n serena was 1st tym dere so dey were so afraid! haha. serena learn verii fast larx... den libing keep holdin on mii =D haha. soo funni...oh ya! gt a groups of f@rkin idiot came throw our bags on the floor larx... wadeva nt interested to took bout dem. den after 1 hour? mm julynn n her bball fwens came.haha den we skate for 3 hours ii diden fall phew!~ ii diden break mii record! =D den after tt we went ikea to buy sec 4s farewell presents! we ate mmm mii n yiying ate seafood spag. n the rests ate meatballs. mm hu were dere arx? ( char, libing, manda, yiying, chewy!) yupp. gt left out anione nt arx? nvm. mmm den we went bac la @ bout 6 plus? ii coudnt rmb la. den ytd riite, ya ii went out wibb chelsia! 1st tym worx... den ii gt so manii things to buy larx. no money. we took neoprints den its lyk the stupiid machine cheated us $9 siia. nvm den after we went back sku den ii wait 4 mii dad. den ask him go buy the things ii wanted 4 mii haha! haiix char n julynn bdae cumin le hw??? dunn0 wadd to gt. same one can not arx? =X wadeva... ai ya gt alot thingz happen lehx cant rmb clearlii le. den todae horx! short dae la. so CE tt tym was bout sexuality edu. den stupiid ms chng keep stariin @ mii! rezii oso noe tt lorx! =.= den TOP dunn0 wad stupid competition for eng. wadeva ii diden took part la den horx buzz @ canteen rite theme iish peer presure den mar nominate mi as in the gang den she as the gang leader lorx! ii said ii wanna drop out den wa lao wadeva la den she ask mii nominate another lead den ii dunn0 hu to choose... mii "sistas" riite [ chelsia, bev ,rezii, jiayee, hui min] n jedidah n hu arx? ii 4gt le all hw to chose??? den ii nominate Zura haha! ARGH mii role sux ok as iif ii m the worst in class den stupiid rezii keep saein u should be proud lorx blah. IT REMIND MII OF THE PAST LORX. lata realli acted lyk the past ii die ok... =.=!!! nvm see hw it goes haha! ai ya someone put nonsense on mei blog agn hu iish tt freakkin person larx. wadeva la. ok larx gtg bb

hold on!

2006-07-04T23:33:00.000-08:00

mmm so long not onliine soo sad... ok ii went for the ice skatin. ii will tell u when ii finish tuition @ duno wadd tym ok? ii in librarii wibb rezii @SENG KANG! haha. hold on~

~continued~

2006-07-02T06:50:00.000-08:00

bak! haha. hmm today ii diden touch ani of mii work @ all! wadd a miricle ritE? mii mum ask mii watch green forest,my home with her. tt was lyk ii wanna watch all tix while nw den she sk mi watch haha. since bout 12+ we watch until 6+ finished 6 vcds le. wanna continue but gtg out n eat dinner. we went parkway! =D we ate steamboat [ its lyk we alwayx go dere jux 4 steamboat] aniwae the beef rawkx =X den ii bought some clips ii wanna buy so manii clothes mii mum dun allow! argh! mmm. den went home lorx. haiix mii ex-pri sku fwen was such a irritatin person ok! he keep clliin keep callin jux to tell mi his accc gt hack. n its lyk its mi f@rkiin prob la! he keep sms mii stupid msgs la! [he was a total nerd] ( hopes he dun see tiix) den ii buay tahan ans the phone n he dere blah blah blah ii feel lyk tellin him tt he iish realli a cbk lorx.=.=!!! wadd to do he oso quite nice larx ONLI 4 SOME PATHETIC TIME. haha. kk he rareli come on9 phew or he could haf kiiled mi.=P nvm. verii sian lehx nw... mii k0rk0r invite mii go for a icecream party @ his fwens house. harlo! ii diden see him b4 n wan mii go his fwens house le. =.= haha jk arx k0r dun angri arx.. =X kk gtg buaiix! <33

wadeva.

2006-07-01T19:44:00.000-08:00

haha. ytd ii was watchin wc den watch until penalty kick ii slept man... but can hear mum n dad screamin outside haha. mii mum is happii portugal won. den ii was lyk huh. ~wadeva~ yay tml ice skatin! now mornin nthn to sae. jux nw ply maple den 50%+ le siianx dunn0 when can lvl but ii rarelii ply le lehx. onli jux nw sian den log in nia...=.=!!! ok larx @ nite den blog le... oh ya! ytd mii k0rk0r sae wanna gv mii a guitar as bdae prezen n its lyk so manii mthns to mi bdae=P he wanna teach mii lehx. see soo niice haha. tuesday meetin him @ pp mac lorx. =D tokin to him on the phone now =) ai ya... wadeva la. buaiix

bad luckx.

2006-07-01T07:19:00.000-08:00

arlorx. haiix today arx act guai gal lorx... jux to go for the ice skatin. ii was lyk earlii in the mornin(11+) ii woke up den eat breakfast , went in room PACK MII ROOM ok! can u believe it? ii pack mii room! haha. =D ii listened to mii mum ii completed sku n tuition homework la! after tt go j8 shoppin argh ii saw a nice tshirt la its black! den its lyk $35.90 ii jux put it bak... b4 go tuition riite ii bought bubble tea den ii drink drink drink lata awhile i realised ii spilled it on mi clothe siia! its realli rotten luck la!!! bo bian bought a *nice* n *cheap* shirt near by. mii grandma pay la... change alreadi go tuition wa lao! 2 hours wrote 2 zou wen ok... almost diie den ii was in sec 2 class mahx. dey d@mn extra humourous la as iin nvm ii dunn0 hw to sae. =P den stay back go another class n slowlii finsh haha. ii wrote craps... after tt went eat dinner wibb grandma mum n bro lorx. kopitiam la! ok???? 1st tym in thiis year ii ate kopitiam *i guess* its HOT SMELLI N DIRTY! buay tahan wadeva still niid to listen to mum lorx. den ii went bak grandma house wibb grandma 1st mii mum n bro stayed dere awhile. den mii ah gong came n said baobeiix arx still gt money anot? den he gv mii $50 ok! ii was faiintin haha. nvm can go ice skatin use haha. =) bath le ii met mii mum den go home... now la ii jux on the com=.= oh ya! b4 reachin mii mum ask mii bet wiibb her mii dad came bac le mahx. den ii was lyk y? she sae iif ii win ii can go ice skte den iif lose cant go ii went ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! haha. nvm. ii said should be larx. cux mii dad went see mii great-grandma( 94++ yeears old le) she jux gt in hospital cux she fell. =( den should be bac rite so late le? ii open de door n screamed PAPA!!!! no ans ii noe ii m diein le. den ii bo bian ii think mii mum was jk larx..=D see lorx. ai ya ii wanna go watch fifa wc le. buaiix. by the wayt mii mum hate ENGLAND no iidea y... haha. she sae por. sure win see lorx.. * she's screamin outside now* =.=!!! ii go watch le buaiix! oh ya! thx 4 the tag!

nthn to sae...

2006-06-30T02:09:00.000-08:00

harlorx! haha. ytd was online lazii to post onlii... haha.ytd nthn big deal happen la. onlii neva do homework lorx! wadeva. oh ya1 gt dance ytd! =D learn nice steps agn! yay! so everyday mux practise lorx... hmm. todae arx? sian larx tot gt youth day celebration diiaox dun hav lorx.. chelsia meii s00 nice lorx she so good to mii! =P mei see ii write bout u le... happi? haha. jkjk ya mii mei realli verii nice de... rezi oso^^ hopes she see tiix=) haiix some people told mii my bad points, realli upset to here it but afterall people haf to change 4 the betta rite? so confuse man... mii heart iish lyk happi upset happi upset. haiix... nvm. yap. todae seniors [ char, chewy, julynn, hui yi] came to mii class after sku! haha. to take $10 for dance tee. =.=!!! but dey oso ask mii go ice skatin on monday wiib dem ii wanna go larx! dun dare ask mammie onli... haiix onlii iif mii mum could understand mii. =( she keep sayiin ii onlii concentrate on dance mii studies flew away alreadi lorx.. but ii noe she quite happi tt ii love mii cca! haha. crappiin wadeva. but ii realii lurve dance wad! ii hope god bless mii tt ii can go lorx. sunday gt dance cip oso den iif mondae go oso haiix wadeva. dunno hw to kai kou oso larx. nvm tml den see hw. yay! ii gv the seniots ii write the cards le! still gt some haven take. diden see dem todae... hope dey lyk iit! theiir exams cumiin le sure verii stressful lolx. char so manii dayx not online oso haha. kkz la gtg le buaiix...

somethiin bac...

2006-06-28T00:43:00.000-08:00

haha. todae arx nthn biig deal happened larx. verii sianx lehx in sku!all study! i was bout to fall asleep man... =D aiix.mmm ai ya nthn to sae la! oh ya! when ii was lyk waiitin 4 mii mum cum fetch mii horx den ii saw xing yi(mii sheperd) =) miiss her so much so long neva go church le den so long neva see her... haha. den we chat chat until mii mum come lorx.. jux realise alot of things change in church! yay! hope ii can attend church tiix week bahx! oh ya! youth day! haha. hope can celebrate it lorx... den ii came bak mii handsome uncle came. ii grew up in mii grandma house den he was bout 11 when ii was born? ii guess so we grew up together la. now he gt family le den verii little go out ply... he came den chated wibb mii n borrowed the laptop away.argh! ii tot tt mii onlii way was the laptop. den ii complaint to mii mum"mamiie! ii niid do project larx! he take den hw?" den ii noe mii mum quit dote on mii uncle cux her bro mahx den she sae nvm la go take the com bac la! den ii was lyk the com??? haha. she took out the com n den return mii ii was lyk YESH! =D now usiin iit lorx... tml sku every lessons oso haf man! SO SIAN LA!maths eng sci chi lit hist. argh!!!! wadeva... den gt DANCE! yay!!!! haha oh ya! ii finalli wrote the letter le but diden pass to hui yi todae...mmm tml bahx! haha. lata 545 gt tuition wibb rezii ai ya she still in sku gt guides...sianx... dunn0 she can make it not... dun care la aniwae rezi( iish consider mii best fwen larx...=) ya) haiix she arx sotong siia gt tuition @ mii house den she diden bring anii books. wonder hw to tuition lata. SIANX! [[can aniione jux siimplii tok to mii...]]

all gone...

2006-06-26T21:55:00.000-08:00

hiiex... so long not online le thx to mii great great mum? haha.
aniwae ya ii guess tiix few dayz was the worst daes ii had lorx... haha.
aniwae letx tok bout the dae tt ii diden come onliine le lorx.
mmm cux kk earlii in the mornin me pon the modern dance thingi rite haha.
yea den haf to run all the wae to orchard hlp char to buy the blank discx fr the old folkx lorx... mmm ii was alreadii at plaza la den go back somemore ish lyk mmm mornin 10+ nia..
nvm ii lyk iit =)
den buy le den meet dancers at bugis shop shop den meet char go shoppiin oso haha.
actuallii gt garde cheerleaderx gatherin la den postphone le lorx den ii went out witbb li bing n char to plaza shop... *agn???*
haha alwaex same place de lorx siianx...
while shoppin rite?we saw tank! @ sambawang we lyk wah wah wah ... diiaox...
kkx den we see den follo him all the way to the carpark to take picx lorx haha.!!!
@ bout dinner tym julynn came with a guy?? haha. n pei ying ii guess...
ya den mii n libing left dem lorx.
out side plaza gt theYES 9.33 dunno wad concert den gt alotx singers lyk kelly? jun yang? n TANK! haha.
actualli ii haf to go hm de but ii tell mii mum ii stay dere until 9.
at 830 rite dunno wadd happen mii mum so fed up n corr mii go home la!
den ii dun wan den drag drag drag den ii finalli went home.
no bodi tok to mii at home lor dunno y.
ii went into mii room den mii pc n tv all GONE larx! ii was lyk ?.?
den ii was s0000000 upset! ii was in the toilet 4 1.5 hrs la ii dun wanna see dem lor!
den ii went oyut the toilet lock in the room the next mornin ii straight away pack mii bag n went mii grandma house n stay la so fed up wibb mii parentx lorx... *Sobx****
wad to do den mi mum sae iif end of year ii not top 20 ii can go diie le.
argh! ii wanted to kill her man. den ii diden tok to dem cux ii diden go hm la...
den on sunday gt cip dance @ moountbattan cc earli in the mornin wake up take mrt to bishan meet amanda. hw ii noe ii was damn late la! den ii rush. in the mrt on the way to bishan frm amk rite the damn mrt stop halfwae den dunno wad happen stuck dere so long! after tt den suddenlii reverse la! ii think gt the wrong lane everyone was lyk starin at each other in silence? finalli i reach bishan den ii realise ii diden wear fbt la! ii no choice take taxi hm n dere wibb manda den ii pay everythin $12.60 argh! wadeva den after tt mii libing julynn n charwent parkway to eat haha i diden wanted to go hm. den we ate jacks place lorx $52.70 plus! haha. but its nice! we chatchatchat den libing wanna go hm cux her sis n mum waitin 4 her to cut hair den we left... den at bus stop we were decidin wad bus to take den in the end julynn n char take one bus, mii n libing take 853 go potong pasir thx to libing la! or else ii could haf took we char dey all nearer to mii hs mahx. nvm la ii verii good de lorx haha. jkjk... nx dae sku start ii diden wanna go hm but no choice mahx den ii went hm havin cold war lorx... EXTREME SADNESS OK! wadeva larx... dun tok bout it le... see ii soo mani daex not online cant even sleep la! mon rite went bak to sku 1st dae den lyk soo mani things change lorx... mii form teacher ms chng changed to ms chua a new teacher larx... den math change to mr ang hist. mr chai... siiao soo manii guyx teacher ii see le oso buay tahan la! wad to do den chat chat wibb classmates lorx. den after sku gt dance! haha. so excited den half way thru mrs foong came in n tell us tt ms chua(mii form teacher) iish takin over dance. ii almost fainted! =.= wadeva... den went hm blahx... today riite now ii in COM LAB OK! so pathetic! luckii gt chelsia pei wo! =) she s00 niice lorx... ahha. sry arx type so much but ii cant go online mahx... sad. miiss mii pc man.. haha. thx 4 all the tags! zhi yun sry arx 4 de link thingi haha thx u tell mii... =) oh ya! dance! we gt our a.s le! mine iish hui yi n ruthra n navreen =) yay! kk nw busy writin letters le... =.= miiss ya! bb...tc.haha!

Losiin grip

2006-06-22T03:52:00.000-08:00

so manii thiinz had happened latelii!
Lyfe iish lyk so meaningless,
ii m sooo lost...
mii mum saiid ii m a goner, a loser...
no matter hw hard ii try to stand,ii fall.
but ii noe mii mum lurve mii.hahax.
maybe ii m losiin griip of miiself or maybe its fated...
ii wanna runaway, ii m gonna breakdown.
iit seemz lyk ii m losiin everythiin.
no one understands mi(not even miself):(
everythiin iish STRESS...siigh... :(
nvm kk lets tok bout somethiin else...
tml gt dance @ bugiis hahax. its video takin ii gonna pon it...
den meetiin char outside national library(ii guess)
argh... mii bro gt hand-foot-mouth-diesease everysec oso cry cry cry... diiaox soo fan la!
but hopefullii GOD bless us la... ii haf been lyk memorizin de dance lyk siiao la...=.=!!!
oh ya todae horx mum jux screamed @ mii agn lorx...haiix...
tml maybe gt gardecheerleaders gatherin @ marche lorx hopefullii mum allow.
den tml haf to go out with libing fer the TANK thingi at ps ii think larx.
oh ya aniiwae tix mii new blog haha.
gtg le larx... brb...=P *wadd to wear tml?*